Finally.

I know I've said it before, but finally finally finally finally finally we have seriously found a place to live.  There have been so many places where we aaaalmost found the perfect place, but there was always something that messed it up and made us back out.  Finally, we have found a place, signed the contracts and (mostly) put down the deposit.  It is such a relief to know where I'll be living next year and to have one less thing to stress about.


The place we finally decided on is Heather Cove.  It's $315 a month plus utilities, which is a little pricey, but it's two bedrooms, two bathrooms, washer/dryer, dish washer, and tons of space!  

The rest of the pics don't do it justice so you'll just have to wait on pins and needles until we move in and I can take pics for myself without looking creepy...

So yeah.  This problem is FINALLY solved!  Now it's just surviving the rest of the semester...

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Gosh.  I am just so confused lately.  Not about the important important stuff, but the semi-important stuff.  
I know what I want to major and minor in.
I know what I want to do with my life.
I know where I'm going to live.
I know what my beliefs are.
I know who my friends are.


But I think I've forgotten who I am.  I don't know.  I don't know what I'm thinking.  I've been in a weird mood lately and I don't think I'm who I want to be.  I feel like I have been mean and kinda blasé about everything.  I feel lackluster.  I don't even know if someone can feel lackluster, but I feel it.  


Boys kinda make the situation worse.  I know who I don't like, but I don't know who I do like.  I don't know if I'm so confused because I actually don't like anyone and I'm just too chicken to deal with the fact that I'm completely alone in those regards, that I don't even have someone to pine after, or if I'm confused because there is someone I should like but everything is just too complicated to like them. 


Can someone just live my life for a little and get it all figured out?  I'm usually pretty good at figuring out other people's issues but for some reason, I just can't figure out mine.


Any takers?

I don't even know.

Since this semester began, I think I've lost any and all creativity I once had. 
I have become a boring person.
An old lady.
An I-don't-even-know-what.


This is not good.  I am much to young to be this boring already.  Oh well...


Anyways!


We finally found a place to live!  It's a little house 2 1/2 blocks south of campus right across from Liberty Square!  There are 2 rooms (four beds) upstairs - on the main level - and 3 bedrooms downstairs for 6 girls.  We got the main floor!  Woohoo!  We have a nice sized bathroom and two decent rooms.  Lauren and I don't have a closet in our room but we have a closet in the hallway and we'll get some storage stuff from Ikea to make that part better.  Then we have a cute little kitchen and downstairs will be a brand new washer and dryer that all of us will share.  The rent is a good price and the landlords seem friendly!  I am so excited to live there and be in a home rather than an apartment!


Besides that, I have no idea what to talk about!  School seems to be going better than last semester - so far. 


I have three tests next week so I'm probably going to want to die a bit, but hopefully everything will go alright! Or, as I learned is the only appropriate form of that, "all right". 


The end!