Gosh. I am just so confused lately. Not about the important important stuff, but the semi-important stuff.
I know what I want to major and minor in.
I know what I want to do with my life.
I know where I'm going to live.
I know what my beliefs are.
I know who my friends are.
But I think I've forgotten who I am. I don't know. I don't know what I'm thinking. I've been in a weird mood lately and I don't think I'm who I want to be. I feel like I have been mean and kinda blasé about everything. I feel lackluster. I don't even know if someone can feel lackluster, but I feel it.
Boys kinda make the situation worse. I know who I don't like, but I don't know who I do like. I don't know if I'm so confused because I actually don't like anyone and I'm just too chicken to deal with the fact that I'm completely alone in those regards, that I don't even have someone to pine after, or if I'm confused because there is someone I should like but everything is just too complicated to like them.
Can someone just live my life for a little and get it all figured out? I'm usually pretty good at figuring out other people's issues but for some reason, I just can't figure out mine.
Any takers?
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Pine away for Justin! Yep, Justin would make you/me happy. Just sayin'. Hang in there, life is full of twists and turns and don't allow yourself to waste wonderful time worrying about things you can't control. YOu are wonderful, unique and true to your family and friends. One day your prince will show up and sweep you off your feet and you'll take one look at him and wonder why you wasted so much time worrying! Be the best person you can be and prepare yourself for when that happens. Each day lived is a day longer to perfect yourself to be the best Brooke you can be. Make yourself worthy for the wait! Love you.
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